...Boogiepop Phantom had more of an impact on me thean originallynoticed... but then again I didn't have this particular idea in my head then so... anyway.
Healing the body is an ease compared trying to heal those wounds of mind or soul. Something casual could have far greater consequences then one could think. Helping others by removing the parasite that grows on them didn't help them except for them forgetting what it was that wounded them to begin with. Seeing an open wound strewn across someones face... most people are eaither drawn to it, or repeled. One of those pulled to it touches those wounds, and they heal, without a mark about anything that happened.
Thing is, the wound wasn't physical, it was a wound the mind had yet to get over and it stilled welled forth affecting everything that person did. Now with it removed the person does better, but why did it work? Was it a healing such that the person no longer thinks about it and has finally gotten over it? is it possible that's its been forgotten, never to be an influence, since it "never" happened? Instead of being forgotten, was it given a new host to torment? Pain shared, pain halved, pain healed?
The person is soon lost, you know nothing about that person nor what happens, nor why it happened, be it for the better or the worse of the person's being. Although seeing the person briefly let's you believe that you can help others... and you do. Wounds both deep and shallow are healed. The weight lifting from many, seemingly as though they are better for it... but it's still unkknown if that's really true.
Word of your touch reaches others, and they seek you out. The healing continues... until suddenly one day you collapse. The pain of everything hits you at once... enough to kill someone with, but somehow you survive. people still want your healing touch for themselves. You try to escape, and find someone trust worthy enough to help you escape.
The feeling of hopeless is strong. The sources are numerous. Physical wounds, emotional tourmoil, and mental anguish. Still you continue to live. The support you found must be strong, otherwise you'd have taken your life. The feeling to end it all seems to be the best idea. Your life no longer matters, all you've done was for naught... it's all centered on you now.
Yet still the need to see tomorrow pushes forward, almost as strong as the pain. Illusions of reality appear. Thinking they are illusions... is that an illusion or is that the reality of it all? The need to tell everything is great, but how does it help if done? The pains aren't your own. Is the source still those people being sent to you to live with, r is it that the source is now in you?
Crawling.... digging.... pushing.... pulling.... running.... dreaming.... losing.... hoping.... faith.... doubting.... reality.... friendship.... loneliness.... flying.... falling.... time.... space.... thought.... feeling.... trusting.... It's everything at once... and yet nothing at all. Everything is nothing, since everything is everything.
Have you come to terms with the pain of others? Was it all just blocked out? Is it forgotten? Is it solved? Does the reality given to you by others affect what you do? Do you question yourself and which is truly your motivations and those that were "gained"? Did you run from it all hoping to escape everything? Do you find a scapgoat to blame what happened to you so you can take out the aggrivation and pain on something?
Is this the possibility? yes, of course possibilities are endless... the question is "how likely is it?"
I posted this on Xanga and got no comments. I post things because I want a critique, and when I get nothing I start to wonder why I even bother.
The stuff above is just sort of random.... when I'm bored enough to think I dwell on ideas and see what can happen.
....Something completely off topic.... I tend to be sarcastic to others (in Real life since sarcasm is hard to pull off correctly while typing.). I insult and offend, but strangely enough I prefer others not to put themselves down. I'll insult but I don't people to think negatively of themselves. And yet that's all I do about myself (think negatively). It odd that I don't like people feeling bad about something s/he does and I tend to make a point about that saying that different things are for different people and as such you can't be bad at anything since there's only yourself and since no one can easily be you then you're the best at you. Different opinions, different ideas... rambling on about nothing..........
I don't bother thinkning about what I'm going to say since I'm lazy so anything I say comes out and what happens happens. Now I just wait to see if anyone actually reads this and leavs a comment.
I fave things as I like them. If you'd prefer the piece not faved it is possible to set it as WIP (no offense meant). The thing is I don't know when the final piece will be done, nor how much it may be like the WIP. Just like how I'll fave sketches I'll fave your "sketch" because I like it as it is, and sometimes I like the sketch more than the final piece. (And as it is, I haven't been faving much, nor going through my updates... *shrug*) I can remove the fave if you prefer. Anyway, best of good luck.
No worries but when it is a sneak peek it is made to be available off the start and not in the WIP section as it will be missed completely thus destroying my intention of having it present to allow listeners the chance to see what is comming up next. To put in the WIP would defeat that purpose and would not be worth the time or effort as many people don't normally check one's WIP page while visiting.
True, did not really think that through, good point. (and I cannot think of another thing to say on that point... which is something since normally I have something to say...) When the final comes out, either I'll remember and remove the sneek peek from faves, or maybe you'll do that yourself, but I'll see how things go. Good luck.
Jumping in... you could just... I dunno'... fave the finished product too? *Shrug.*
That's what I'd do. If the finished product turns out as the peek made one expect... it's all good.
I would fave the final product too, but as I haven't really been online, I haven't had a chance to listen to your other projects. As it is I was just leaving when I heard your stuff and faved it. I try to leave a comment on the pieces that I fave. I'll try to leave a comment soon.
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